feelings

sometimes i feel down and sometimes i feel happy. its the circle of life..my life...sometimes i feel lost or trap and i have to get on YouTube or wikepedia to find answer to they way i am feeling...sometimes i can't even diagnose my own feeling...sometimes i just need that someone to tell me what my problem is...well today is one of those days. today i doubt myself on so many levels...today is my ugly and fat day...today i need to be alone...